Chele's profileMy Wonderful World of er...PhotosBlogLists Tools Help

Blog


    August 14

    Parents

    Why are parents so damn rude? I have some disks belonging to my dad which he needs back, so he calls says can you have them ready for later blah blah blah. I agree to get them ready then realise they're not here and they're actually at my friends, so I call her ask for them back and she's out for the day.
    Now my dad needs these disks for tomorrow morning and I say ok dad I don't have them as they're at my friends, she'll drop t hem off first thing and then bring me over yours with them.
    My dad picks this moment (whilst at my aunts house on my aunts phone) to abuse me. Every other word began with F. He actually really upset me, he tends to overreact a lot and to be honest he just doesn't like me.
    Take my engagement party, I asked him to help transport the food and pick up balloons etc. He agrees, then complains I'm taking too long. Whilst coming back from picking up balloons my friend is lost and calls for directions, she's 2 minutes away from where I am so I say ok we'll wait and you can follow us. My dad see's this as a reason to hurl abuse at me because he wanted to go and watch the rugby. Now if he wanted to go and watch the rugby why say yes to helping me in the first place?
    Recently I had a hospital appointment and asked him for a lift. Yeah no problems I'll take you to hospital then moan at the parking costs (which I paid), moan at the length of time I'm there, moan because why do I need to go to hospital anyway? surely there can't be anything that seriousley wrong that I have to go to hospital.
    What happened to the unconditional love of a parent? i def don't have it from mine he thinks I'm a failure and has nothing but cruel words to say to me. If I say I'm going to do something he finds some way of putting me down and I've just had enough.
    When somebody tells you that many times that you're a failure and you're worthless you start to believe it, he even tells me I'm a bad mother because I give my son sweets. How does this make me a bad mother? He says Kian is spoilt, I don't spoil him it's my mum that does it. She gives in to everything he asks for just to make things easier for herself, yet dad doesn't see this as I'm the failure therefore it must be me.
    He's made me feel so bad about myself I don't feel I should leave the house again, cos according to him I shouldn't because I'm that pathetic.
    Anyway rant over I'm gonna go and do some ironing pretend it's his head
    August 13

    If anyone gets a msg from me.......it's not me!

    Someone keeps leaving me msgs using other peoples names and i've just found one from 'me' abusing people as well. So I'm off out in a bit and well you'll know if I leave u a comment cos well I wont be in pmsl
    God lil kids annoy me
     
    July 11

    I hate Mondays.....

    Its only 1pm and all ready I'm having one of the worst days I've had in ages! Got up for school this morning everything was going fine.........and for some reason my body decided we'd have a seizure So Kian didn't get to school cos I was out for the count......and now I have to wait for the neurologist to get back to me to go in for an mri scan asap.
    So my best m8 comes over to keep me company, he gets scared when I start having seizures, only to leave me after an hour cos his gf was finishing work! So yet again I'm on my own waiting for a flaming fone call
    I'm in such a bad mood because of it, i'm really disorientated still and just want to go sleep but I can't cos I haven't got anyone here with me......which means I can't have a bath either cos  the heat will more than likely make me have another one and I have noone here to help
    God I'm in a bad mood, so I'm off to twiddle my thumbs and wait for hospital to fone So why not cheer me up and give me some extra hugs........I could really use them

                                                        
                                                         *HUGS* TOTAL! give daftbint more *HUGS* 
                                                          Get hugs of your own
     
    July 04

    How cheeky are people on trains?

    Ok so I'm sat on the train on sat minding my own business when this Kosovan (no i'm not racisit before you ask but I have a kosovan thing goin on u'll understand if you know me), starts up a conversation with me. Know this guy's been sat opposite me staring for a good hour and I'm gettin rather annoyed at him. Is your tattoo real hes asks..........course its real.........can he touch it? why would he want to touch it? Anyway he's asking me about tattoos and the cost of them and tellin me they can be expensive in London *yawn* When all of a sudden he asks if he can use my fone cos he has no credit. What harm can it do? I mean he may go and sit somewhere else after taht........so he uses my fone...........his fone rings!!! And hes says oh look i have ur number now! Oh yes he called himself so he could get my number..........was sooooooooo angry but sort of blocked it from my mind until this morning when he actually had the cheek to call me!! Well thanks for callin Mr Kosovan your number is now blocked from my fone. I tell you some ppl these days just have no idea do they?
    Ok rant over for now
    Chele xxx
    IMG alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com" src="http://i10.photobucket.com/albums/a138/MeffyMary/mojie003.gif">
    June 30

    I am soooooooo not in a good mood

    I spent flamin mornin doin the washin and cleanin etc cos i've decided to quit smoking! So i'm in a proper bad mood cos i need a fag and then to top it all off i put all my washing out and it feckin rains! Not that fine stuff soaks you through proper hard bouncing off the ground rainI aint even goin outside to get it in, it can just get wet!
    Image hosted by Photobucket.com
    i so shouldn't quit smoking! I'm in the worst mood EVER and now i'm gonna have to wash all the clothes again.......Only plus side is I've had to do something to take my mind off smoking so I've ironed, cleaned, threw stuff away........by next week I'll be decorating will somoene show me how to do it?
    Image hosted by Photobucket.com
    And now to make things 12million times worse my skys gone off and my video aint working and the dvd player is upstairs and Kian wants to watch cbeebies.......ffs its RAIN surely sky should be able to cope with that by now
     
    Image hosted by Photobucket.com
    June 25

    Some people are sooooo ungreatful

    animated lights

    I gets a phone call around 5.30ish........chele whats for dinner? Ok so it's a bit cheeky I know but my best m8 and his mrs invited themsleves for dinner

    I was just on my way out shopping so I didn't mind too much.....goes shopping, comes back puts everything away, start dinner.........Now anyone who knows me knows when I have dinner guests I get carried away and cook LOADS

    animated lights

    Time passes no gary.........no answer on the fone........wait a bit longer........leave nasty voice mail........its now 22.50 and still haven't heard from him!

    So I went to loads of effort to do spag bol at his request, salad, garlic ciabatta, cake, wine the lot and he didn't even turn up!! I'm proper mad grrrrrrrrrrrrrr

    animated lights

    Sorry just had to rant

    Chele xxx

    June 15

    I am now officially............

     

    dancing hearts animated divider

    A Human Pin Cushion!! Not content with making me wait an HOUR (we're running 10 mins behind they said) they then took........a whole...........40 mins to find ONE vein.......oh an did I mention 4 nurses an SHO and a Consultant??....so I have holes in both my arms and both my hands.......

    dancing hearts animated divider

    So after all that waiting I FINALLY get seen to.......and I have a wonderful 20 kidney stones in all.......oh the joy....come back next week to see if the swellings gone down.......then we can zap you....anyone want to swap places?

    dancing hearts animated divider

    Oh well, suppose I best go and make some dinner......3 hours for a 20 min procedure*sigh*.......could only happen to me

    Chele xxx

    June 12

    6 days to go until my party and.........

    My friend who's house most people were staying at has cancelled!! She can no longer get a sitter so wont be coming(Even thou kids are invited) and that leaves me with a HUGE problem!

    I have the tinyest of tiny 2 bed house.......Kian only has a cot bed......And I need to sleep in it an extra about erm 6 people!!!! So my plan is to beg my friends for sofa space! Surely someone can stick somone on a sofa.......then I have a sofa and recling chair...........Looks like me and Daz are on the floor in brats room *sigh*

    Why do people cancel at the last minute? Its been planned for like I dunno MONTHS........Oh well one less person to feed.......maybe my catering bill will go down........

    Rant over

    Chele xxx

    June 07

    Bad start to the day........

    Ok so I had a proper bad start to my day! Woke up at 8.50...Kian  has to be in nursery for 8.55...threw on some clothes...grabbed a banana for Kian...managed to make it just a lil late...

    So task one done....get's all the way to my hospital appt....arm at the ready..human pin cushion here I come...only to be told I have the WRONG day...I mean how can I have the wrong day? I even begged and pleaded with my nephew to pick kian up....come back on Thursday! I mean how does she know I don't have plans on Thursday? What I do know is that i have NO babysitter on Thursday *sigh* Oh well the search continues....

    Stupid flamin hospital making my day all odd! I have like nothing to do now today.....think I'll have a bath...have to get Kian in an hour

    Chele xxx

    June 04

    Why do........

    PeOpLe HaVe To TyPe lIkE tHiS? hOw AnNoYiNg Is iT aT aLl? iTs NoT bIg oR cLeVeR jUsT dAmN FuCkIn PiSsEs Me oFf........ rAnT oVeR

    May 07

    Grrrrrrr brothers!

    Ok so my lil bro keeps coming on msn and totally ignoring me, I say lil but hes a foot taller than me and rather scarey lol!So today he say's hello to me, within 2 lines it was chele, i need a song, will u get it me? Only as an after thought did he even ask how I was! I mean how cheeky can you get? Then he wanted me to text mum cos he was 'too ill' to cook for himsen, mum went and cooked and said he was just hungover could have managed making himsen sumat no probs.

    Anyway, after being ever so nice and downloading the song for him, then leavin my msn on while I went to do dinner etc, he tells me oh that's not the right oneSo now, I am expected to go download the song he actually wants an pass it over to him

    You'd think he'd be able to do it by now wouldn't you? I mean he's 22 and been online for like ages, so why can't he download? I reckon he uses his dial up as an excuse, lazy git

    Rant over

    Chele xxx

    May 06

    GRRRRRRRRR

    Where have all my chuffin graphics gone??Spent ages adding them and now they've dissappeared . If anyone knows where they've gone do pls tell me. gonna try again now I think, or maybe i should give up an go bed

    Chele x

    May 05

    Families!!!

    Image hosted by Photobucket.com

    My sister in law is about 22 weeks pregnant and to treat her an her fella before baby is born they are having a holiday, ok no problems there. Then she goes and books a week to TURKEY!! ok so noone can see the prob yet. My sister in law, like my fella, is half greek-cypriot, and going to turkey jeopordises their chances of goin to cyprus. Not a problem really is it? Only when I'm gettin married there in March So now I have to pray that Turkey don't stamp her passport or that she 'loses' it and gets a new one before march

    Image hosted by Photobucket.com

    Rant over

    Sig Provided by www.ClipartInc.comSig Provided by www.ClipartInc.comSig Provided by www.ClipartInc.comSig Provided by www.ClipartInc.comSig Provided by www.ClipartInc.com

    May 01

    MEN!!!!

    My other half has gone out! Not only hs he gone out but he's left me with no money  grrrrrrrrAnd now I am hungry! And I can't text him an ask him to bring me food home cos i have no credit

    So now im proper mad! Cos i dont know when he gonna be in (not that i care) or if hes gonna get me sumat to eat! Which i doubt he will cos hes a man ffs

    Rant over

    Chele x

    April 29

    Ok so u all know how much i HATE chavs....

    So you can imagine my HORROR when i read this

    http://www.chavtowns.co.uk/modules.php?name=News&file=article&sid=781&mode=&order=0&thold=0

    My town is a total chav town!And to top it off it has the most comments tooOh how I cried! How could they do it to me?? Ok so I spose I knew I lived in a chavtastic town, I mean one of my good friends ok she don't admit it, but she is like TOTAL chav, Ive tried oh how I've tried, but she WILL NOT listen, so if you're reading this Tasha throw away ur von dutch jeans, cap and lacoste trackie, it SCARES me. Oh and while you're at it, get some proper music listened tooStill love ya even if u are a chav hehe

    Chele x

    April 19

    Dirty pics

    I am rather shocked that whilst lookin around at other ppls 'spaces' I came accross sooooooooo many dirty pics with ppl wearing well not many clothes

    If its u and ur reading put it on a restricted site pls

    ty muchlee

    chele x

    Flaming Men!

    Well tonight I had a lovely evening of doing well nothing planned, thought i'd watch some tv perhaps come online and read emails etc, but what happens? Men happens Lol. My beloved other half came home from his driving lesson around 8 which prompted Kian to get out of bed. Then whilst i was on the fone to a friend he made himself a drink but not me, then he stole my pc!!!!!!

    So, I says to him I was gonna use pc was gonna go online etc, he said you'll have to WAIT. I mean why should i have to wait? He was just playing this silly football game I so don't understnad

    Anyway rant over cos he gave in eventually pmsl

    Chele x

    April 15

    Backstabbers...Continued

    Well after my lil rant last nite I found out some more! Not one not two but SEVEN ppl chose to slag me off in one nite! Not sure on who yet but I have some good ideas! Comes to something when ppl sit slagging you off to a family friend....then they find out that person is a family friend!They soon shut up then don't they?

    So I've decided all the backstabbers should go live on thier own lil island, taht way the world will be a better place! I really dislike 2 faced ppl. Why slag me off one minute and then be all nicey nicey to me the next? I don't know maybe one day I'll might some nice none backstabbing ppl, but until then I'll stick to my m8s who I love

    Chele x

    April 14

    BACKSTABBERS!!!!!!!!!

    WELL, tonight I discovered just how much people can backstab! Ok so I knew they did it anyway but tonight has just made me reet mad

    Ok, so I been using the same chat site for like 2 years - so you'd think after 2 years people would say if they dint like you right? WRONG

    On Saturday I went to a party, which was also a chat 'meet' I dint stay long cos I weren't well but everyone seemed nice etc

    So today is what? Thursday? And my best m8 has had sooooooooooo much cr@p said about her! Her personal life has been spread about and why?Who knows? Mebbe they're all jealous?

    Like me she speaks her mind, asks people question out right so how do they repay her? Thats right they stab her in the back! And not just her oh no, a male friend too, apparantly he uses people, I mean who makes this sh1t up?Obviously they have like NO life, why would you wanna tell the world someone elses problems?Or even worse, make things up about them?

    If its one thing I hate its liars and backstabbers, either you like someone or u don't, I mean you don't have to say I don't like you, you can just chose not to speak to them, am I right?

    But instead all these inbred people have to spread sh1t cos they think it makes them look big and hard. Well I got new for you IT DOESNT! It makes you a sad pathetic lil tw@t

    Rant over, but beware NEVER stab me or my m8s in the back I don't appreciate it

    Chele x

    April 12

    Flamin hospitals!!!

    Well, last night I had one of THE worst experiences ever with our local hospital. I went to a&e cos I was in soooooo much pain with my kidneys, they'll give me some pain relief I thought, change my antibiotics, you know do something useful... but did they? NOOOOOOO
    So I sat there for hour after hour until they FINALLY called my name, and what do they say? Oh well we don't think you have a kidney infection.....we'll do some tests and let you know in 48 hours. I mean what good is it to me in 48 hours? I was in pain like that exact moment or else I wouldn't have gone would I?

    And to top it all off how old was my 'consulant'? Oh yes you guessed it! He was about 15, just out of school, daddy sooooo paid for him to be a doctor, cos he didn't have a clue about what he was doing ffs....AND he left me in a cubicle on my own for about 6 hours while he went to 'get a second opinion' he meant I havent a clue cos daddy paid for me to be a doctor

    Sorry rant over